Preparing Our Hearts for Christmas

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Preparing Our Hearts for Christmas

Six years ago, we faced a smile-less Christmas.

Only a few months before, the rhythmic ordinary that was our family life was forever lost. One mid-summer Thursday night, I went to bed happily married like I had on countless other nights and woke up a widow and single mom to seven.

No chapter in the mothering book tells you how to give your children the world when theirs feels so crushed. Prepare your broken heart for Christmas now.

Life didn’t just change; it shattered into a thousand pieces that would never be again. I began shepherding eight stunned and broken hearts through the pain and questions and agony of missing.

It took every ounce of hope just to put feet on the floor each morning and every bit of mental space and physical stamina not only to process my own grief, but to handle the paperwork, finances, household, parenting, taxiing, decisions and all that had once been shouldered by two.

And now, Christmas was coming.

As much as I longed for a good Christmas for my kids, I couldn’t imagine pulling together any kind of real celebration.

Our life seemed so far removed from the shopping and parties, baking and merrymaking that engaged the rest of the world.

Even our own Christmas traditions felt too tender this year. We’d come back to them, but not until we’d made it through our first year.

And yet, I wanted to be present with my kids. I needed to be present with my kids. I had toddlers and school-aged kids and teens and we needed to do more than just survive Christmas. We needed to dig in and begin to heal, to begin rebuilding our family and our hearts, misshapen as they felt.

There’s no manual for that. No chapter in the mothering book tells you how to give your children the world when there’s feels so crushed.

I only knew to look up. It’s what we all need.

We needed to intentionally turn our eyes from the pain of our circumstances and look to the promise of Jesus.

We needed to wonder all over again at a God of miracles, who chose strength swathed in weakness.

Jesus, very God of very God, clothed in the vulnerability of a newborn; delivered by the blood of the mother He came to deliver by His blood; the One who holds together all matter Himself needing to be held.

We needed to marvel at a God who lavishly loves, even in a hard, hurting world.

Jesus, the One and Only, sent to a world that overlooked His birth, refused His gift, despised His ministry and betrayed his friendship yet He still chose the cross.

We needed to lift our broken hearts to worship and adore One broken for us.

Jesus, the I AM, the First and the Last, the only One worthy, the King of Kings who dwells in unapproachable light, wrapped in wrinkled flesh and tucked into the hay of a cattle trough.

As we prepared our hearts that first Christmas, I opened the Word and began to write out a new tradition for our family. I pulled together prophecies from the Old Testament and scriptures from the New Testament to unfold the real story of Christmas.

We took the advent scriptures and matched each one to one piece of our Nativity. Then, we gathered as a family each night for 15 nights, and put up one piece of our Nativity as we unwrapped the story of Jesus’ birth.

Night after night, we lifted our eyes to Jesus, to wonder and marvel and worship, each night opening our hearts a bit wider to the hope and joy in the midst of our ache.

Turns out broken hearts prepare for Christmas the same way whole hearts do. We turn from the aches and worries and hard of this world to focus on the One who came to be with us in it.

No chapter in the mothering book tells you how to give your children the world when theirs feels so crushed. Prepare your heart for Christmas now.

“A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.”

About Lisa:

Lisa Appelo is an author and speaker, a widow and single mom to seven who loves to share the faithfulness of God. Her new book, Countdown to Christmas, is a 15-day family advent devotional that brings the real Christmas story to light in a new way with scripture and your Nativity. You can find more about the book here.

No chapter in the mothering book tells you how to give your children the world when theirs feels so crushed. Prepare your heart for Christmas now.

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3 thoughts on “Preparing Our Hearts for Christmas

  1. I love the sentence about broken hearts preparing for Christmas. It reminds me of the line from the carol: let every heart prepare him room.
    Yes. Thank you for sharing your inspired idea of how to make that work during such a challenging season in your family’s life.

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